I Am In

I run. I eat. I work. I eat. I sleep.

I eat.

It is no wonder that I don't lose weight. I run to feel good. I run because I love it. Thank heavens I don't run to lose weight.

Running was difficult today- my first day of my second week of training. My hip hurt. My heel hurt. My ankle on my other foot hurt. I breathed like I have never run before.

I kept running.

I love that I can say that. I hurt. I ran. I gasped. I ran. I struggled.

I ran.

All this adds up to one thing. It is simple really.

I run so I can eat.

There are amazing benefits to running- eating is just one of them. I feel that this will be hard. My body seconds that opinion. I know this will be hard.

But I am in. Scared.

But In.

~Camo Pants